There are so many reason why i am posting this just nmow- and all i gotta say is, God dosn't care about me, so no-one else dose either. Becuase i already know that no-one will bother to read this, they will just look past it as they have done in the past. so i'll keep it simple for the people who MIGHT actually read this.

My mom is dead and i'm living at an aunt and uncle's place, school's almost over and next year's high school. i. will. fail. miserably. I feel like everyone's mad at me and everything i do is dissapointing some one. I like my mom hates me cuz she hasn't done anything to tell me she's watchging me. Is this normal for a 13 year old to believe that god's agianst her and he's just out there to make her life miserable? Or am I just insane?

I'm sticking to the cpu becuase there are some places where i'm just a normal kid and my life has nothing bad in it. Why? Becuase then i have nothing to worry about. So just let me put on my mask and pretend that nothing's wrong.